I have finished the online "cover" for my new book Coffee Cup, which is going to be released in 2007. The cover is created to invoke a juxtaposition of ideas. These ideas include taste, good memories, sex, mind control, psyops, and freedom from delusions.
The woman is representative of a dangerous succubus, perhaps siren-type of creature. Whenever a man meets a woman he immediately builds a profile in his mind of who this person is. He updates this profile. He can fall in love with this profile. He imagines all sorts of great things that this person can do for him and to him based upon the mental profile. The mental profile though is NOT the real person. In fact, the profile, which can never be verified to judge its accuracy, could be miles removed from who the REAL person is. They can be as different as "Black" is from white.
I fell in love with a mental profile. I didn't know it then but during the same time period I was harboring a brain tumor that put pressure on my pituitary gland, causing it to secret excessive growth hormone and cutting off the production of testosterone. Without testosterone you have no "mojo," no PHEROMONES.
Women make unconscious mating decisions within seconds and pheromones play a HUGE factor in who they will have sex with and who they will immediately put in their "let's be friends" column.
While my relationship diminished and my tumor grew I was dealing with a secret society that will remain nameless. I was warned that repercussions could occur were I to talk. If it's not DEATH itself you can take a hike. I am unstoppable where the TRUTH is concerned. So I took quite a bit of shit, hence the title of this BLOG. With all this pressure I wanted to get to the truth of all things and that meant taking a good hard look at what I was really in love with.
Our world is really nothing but a description that we build in our heads. Author Carlos Castaneda has spoken on this. On occasion we must "stop our world," stop that mental profile and the inner dialog it constantly spews, in order to discover what is real and true.
Once a woman puts you in the "friends" column that relationship has reached the end of the line. Once you realize that you have no pheromones then you also realize that even if a woman did have sex with you she wouldn't get the emotional payback she's seeking. She needs that pheromone scent for her "profile" of you. It's almost like an electrical circuit. No pheromones equal a broken CONNECTION = a dying relationship. I quickly realized the futility of pursuing such things as relationships until I fix my "brainy broken" problem by ridding myself of the brain tumor, and getting the pheromones back up and working.
In the meantime, my knowledge of the problem has allowed me to exorcise this haunting "demon." So in Coffee Cup fashion I "coffee cupped" the misleading and erroneous "profile" to set the REAL PERSON free. This cover was created to say, "I hope that the REAL PERSON finds love wherever she seeks it and lives a life filled to the brim."
And that's a great cup of coffee worth sharing with the whole world if I do say so myself!
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